Today was such a blessing... after all the times I lose myself dwelling on problems that I recently encountered, In silence my God speaks.

He revealed to me one principle that is like a missing piece in the puzzle.. I knew He was telling this to me because I can feel his presence His spirit uplifting me as I walk my way home.

And the principle is : "100% Passion for serving God and 100% Compassion for His people".

Then I ask myself why not spare some percent of passion for His people----

"But seek first the kingdom of God and His Righteousness and all these things shall be added to you ~ Matt. 6:33

"And this they did, not as we hoped, but first gave their own selves to the Lord, and unto us by the will of God." ~2 Corinthians 8:5

Therefore, my dear brothers, stand firm. Let nothing move you. Always give yourselves fully to the work of the Lord, because you know that your labor in the Lord is not in vain. – 1 Corinthians 15:58

"Do not love the world or the things in the world. If anyone loves the world, the love of the Father is not in him." ~1 John 2:15 ESV

"Set your minds on things that are above, not on things that are on earth." ~Colossians 3:2 ESV


And do God needs our compassion. hey who are we compared with Him.. Even the whole universe is just a spec on how big our God is.. But even though He doesn't need our compassion, still He has shown great and unfailing love for each one of us. He saved us and set us free from doom. And He sustains us each and every single day of our life. How refreshing it is to know that He don't need us to be set free from all our countless sins.. Our God LOVES US and that is the most amazing love that I can ever imagine..

People are always in need of help. no matter how old, how far you've been in your career, or even how experienced you are in life.. We are still a child who is dependent and in need of constant supervision by our Father. Each person has their Imperfections, weakness and insecurities, and that makes compassion vital in order to help build and sustain each other for the good.

"Finally, all of you, live in harmony with one another; be sympathetic, love as brothers, be compassionate and humble." ~ 1 Peter 3:8

"Carry each other's burdens, and in this way you will fulfill the law of Christ." ~ Galatians 6:2

"Yet when they were ill, I put on sackcloth and humbled myself with fasting. When my prayers returned to me unanswered," ~ Psalms 35:13

First Application

Wee so excited that today is the day that I am about to apply as nurse in Polymedic Hospital.. I know that God is with me.. thanks to the couple of people He used for this chance!!:) LOVE

Restart

I begin to think, finally I know

I knew there has always been a problem of how I handle my life.. It is not in order and it has a blurry direction.
In other words I am not in good control of my life.. I had always knew it like being "a-happy-go-lucky" way..

And No I dont want to drag myself in that sort of direction anymore..

As much as I don't want to sound dramatic, but I actually been hurt a lot by people who are close to me..
And end up feeling to bad about myself.. Where am I?? AND WHY DO I SUDENNLY SEEMS ALL OVER THE PLACE??
That question has stucked into my mind for days already..
And another issue is that, WHY DO I SEEM TO START DOING THINGS AND END UP NOT FINISHING MOST OF THE TIME??

all I want is some support..( that's what I at least think)
But I knew my God is sufficient; maybe it is my time to do my part though..
.... Come to think of it, I am doing my part.. But I finally I realized that I am not doing my best.. So how could I expect God to do His best for me????

next thing I realized that I gotta Be FAITHFUL from now on..
Everytime I start out something, GOD Is already working on process to, because He is faithful to me.. And I believe that Faithful on my part is the one that is lacking...

So glad to finally clear things out..I must not let go..

I can do this..

all I have to value is doing my best, be faithful, focus on my Father and be in order..

New Challenge..

Life is indeed full of challenges, who doesn't have it must be really weird! kidding aside. But I do know now that handling a challenge really depends on our psychological and spiritual condition. And to sum it all up, it is wisdom. Wisdom that is brought about by the renewing of mind guided by the word of God.

I proved it a lot many times, like for instance if my mom would start to be irrationally-ill-tempered,instead of being drowned by the unthinkable words, I would just have to understand where she is coming from, what could be her condition that made her say that and just focus on rationalizing things inside by not appearing sarcastic.

And boy, I never felt so calm and happy.. Since I began to respond this way on different areas of my life, I somehow managed to lessen my stressors.

God is indeed amazing, I know now that I should always believe in what He says.
Finally I realize that in all situations, it is what God thinks that counts.

My playlist

Here is my new found cool songs...

1. You Will Never Leave Me - Hillsong Youth
2. My only Cry - Hillsong
3. This Love - Hillsong Youth
4. It's time for Africa - Shakira

self awareness!

I think I should finalize my goals in life. I am completely not focused. I easily get distracted by tons of ideas and dreams that I forget what I should have been focusing to right now. I understand that there should be only one road to follow. And that I should always learn to value things in life. Now that I understand these things, It's sbout time to focus on what I should really be valuing.

So here are my priorities:

>To be a qualified, competent and outstanding nurse that I can be.
>TO be of useful to others especially to my love ones. And that includes performing my roles in life well.
>To keep myself well preserved by being healthy in mind and in body.
>To do something for my environment.
>To value quality in everthing I do.
>To keep on following and Praising God everytime.

So far, these are the things that I can think of..

So please help me God! =)

one tough challenge..

OK so there is no such thing as perfect life. you know, perfect family, parents and even a perfect house.

I am a kid who was raised with a single parent who have a wide influence on my life. I am surrounded by people who can mold me to be who I am today or in the future.
I am a teenager who is quite sensitive and dynamic especially on this current stage in life.
And I am aware of who I wanted to be. PERIOD!

Apparently, I am in the midst of challenge. But as things becoming clearer, guess I shouldn't have open this up in the first place.

Frankly speaking, I am living in a polluted envirnoment, polluted minds, thoughts, and actions. And to sum it all I am struggling around a huge smoke!

BUt as I was starting to write this very blog, I realized that I am completely putting this up all wrong. Agin I find myself living in a wordly way of thinking. And I was about to forget that God is still there. And I remember that GOd never gives up on anyone, to HIm we can become what we want to be because nothing really nothing is impossible to GOd.
Luke 1:37 says 'For nothing is impossible to God.