I begin to think, finally I know
I knew there has always been a problem of how I handle my life.. It is not in order and it has a blurry direction.
In other words I am not in good control of my life.. I had always knew it like being "a-happy-go-lucky" way..
And No I dont want to drag myself in that sort of direction anymore..
As much as I don't want to sound dramatic, but I actually been hurt a lot by people who are close to me..
And end up feeling to bad about myself.. Where am I?? AND WHY DO I SUDENNLY SEEMS ALL OVER THE PLACE??
That question has stucked into my mind for days already..
And another issue is that, WHY DO I SEEM TO START DOING THINGS AND END UP NOT FINISHING MOST OF THE TIME??
all I want is some support..( that's what I at least think)
But I knew my God is sufficient; maybe it is my time to do my part though..
.... Come to think of it, I am doing my part.. But I finally I realized that I am not doing my best.. So how could I expect God to do His best for me????
next thing I realized that I gotta Be FAITHFUL from now on..
Everytime I start out something, GOD Is already working on process to, because He is faithful to me.. And I believe that Faithful on my part is the one that is lacking...
So glad to finally clear things out..I must not let go..
I can do this..
all I have to value is doing my best, be faithful, focus on my Father and be in order..
